Part Three Chapter Fourteen (第2/2页)
es like old me my ed only until Dr Cie rus to th and leaned and said,
Dr Cie, sir! urned and came towards me.
Mrs Rivers. ook my t, not smiling. how are you?
Sir, I said. Sir, I—
Pulse ratly, traves. Dr Graves made a note of it. urned bae. You your face, I am sorry to see.
Nurse Spiller spoke before I could.
Cast o tie, s
Aion in w?
Slept? No, I—
Dear, dear. e ot . I s. You s slumber.
o Nurse Ba. She nodded back.
Dr Cie, I said, more loudly.
Pulse quiing, now, he murmured.
I pulled my en to me? You me ake.
Is t so? o my mouteetrid, tell us, if tart troubling you.
tm not staying here, I said.
Not staying, Mrs Rivers?
Mrs Rivers? Fods sake, ood and saw o me, and heard me speak. I—
So I did, old me resss be kept quiet and free from imes it is easier—is it not?—to ask for assistan beand you, Mrs Rivers, very well.
I am not Maud Rivers!
smiled.
You are not ready to admit t you are Maud Rivers. is quite a different to admit to it, our hen—
You s keep me ! You keep me, whose swindling villains—
he folded his arms. hich swindling villains, Mrs Rivers?
I am not Maud Rivers! My name is Susan—
Yes?
But time, I faltered.
Susan Smith, I said finally.
Susan Smit, Dr Graves? Of reet, Mayfair?
I did not answer.
e, e, on. t is all your fancy, is it not?
It lemans fancy, I said, t devil—!
leman, Mrs Rivers?
Richard Rivers, I answered.
Your husband.
her husband.
Ah.
ell you! I sa t did it. You may bring Mrs Cream!
Mrs Cream, t lengtold us, very sadly, of temper t stole upon you, in her house.
She eaking of Maud.
Of course.
S me. Y s iles, t Briar. Bring old Mr Lilly!
you t be supposed to kno. o o make ?
Oing my ogetly.) S, to trick you! S an actress!
An actress? Your maid?
Maud Lilly! Dont you me ed and tricked me—think me her, and her me!
smiled. then he said, slowly and very easily:
But, my dear Mrs Rivers, rouble of doing t?
I opened my mout. For, ill supposed t if I only told rut. But trutted to steal a ladys fortu I a servant, ired, and so bruised from my nig up a clever story. No t all. Nurse Ba rubbed ie still ch a hum expression on his face.
Mrs Rivers? he said.
I dont kno last.
Ah.
raves, and to move off.
ait! ait! I cried.
Nurse Spiller came fors enouging tors time.
I did not look at cie turn from me, and say, t girl, , I dont care if t me in a prison for it! Better a prison, han a madhouse! I said,
Dr Cie, sir! Dr Graves! Listen to me!
ts enoug you knoors are? Dont you t better to do t back!
I epped after Dr Cie and was reac.
Please, sir, I said. Listen to me. I been perfectly straig Susan Smiter all.
o surned a little to me.
Mrs Rivers, he began.
Susan trinder, sir. Sue trinder, of— I to say, Lant Street; t of course I must not say it, for fear it so Mr Ibbss shop. I closed my eyes and
s . Dr Cie drew himself from my hand.
You must not touc, erner.
I clutc again. Only , I beg you! Only let me tell you of terrible plot I o be part of, by Ric devil! you, sir! all of us! olen a fortuhousand pounds!
I let go of . My voice o t it trut to be deluded. I sie got out le, just like before. tes and Mr ty bellowed.
t me ba t me s, ea.
out, youll be sorry! I said, as t a mothe land!
Nurse Spiller nodded. Is ss yours, and all our othen; and she laughed.
I tea—ed bitter—must in it. I slept t migo stupid. I let take me, stumbling, back to tie made our, and .
You are calmer today, Mrs Rivers, and from sleeping, it ick my tongue from my gums, to answer,
I aint Mrs Rivers!
And .
My ried to to our rooms in the
m, and to sit and be silent—or to read, if books t put up on a stool, looking over ttle magazine—no red fingers, to turn a page; and nohen chug.
And t t yaook us doairs for our dinners. Anoto hey said. No dawdling.
e my back.
Dont be frig turn your be frightened, she said, of your soup.
ter, to be nearer Nurse Ba.
So t our line cy or so ladies kept in t o me noer my spell in t and s of fas t some to t teeteetaken from ts and bruises, and ots or muffs—t saying t all mad, in to me, just t t er all, as t maniacs. tty, ons. One liked to s bad s. t and turheir laps, and mumbled, and sighed.
I sat amo was soup, as Miss ilson me, nodding her
; but I catc catcupid, before; no of fever ing, and tc t. But t kno of tools I suppose I mig I any kind of tool—not so muake one e our soup in, and so soft, t hem.
Dinner lasted en—Mr Bates and Mr ood at tables. ced up my hand and said,
Please, sir, wors? Sir? May I see Dr Cie, sir?
Dr Cie is busy, . he walked on.
A lady said, You s see tors no you know?
Sher.
.
From London, I said, still looking after think I e from somewhere else.
From London! s, too: London! A!
And t beginning. t is very ?
I said, Out?
ho are your people?
? tout man urned and oed my . ill you tell me, I said to ie? Sir? Please, sir?
Be quiet! .
t be familiar, son.
? I said. No.
I srees are all in leaf.
I dont kno knohem.
ho are your people?
tout man urned and folded no it droop.
My people are thieves, I said miserably.
Ohe ladies made faces. Queer girl. . .
the woman beside me, however, beed me close.
Your prone? soo. But see sring, around , aones. al, sy. Sucked toucers aken t. t his, however! Oh, no!
I spoke to no-one, after t. ook us to a garden and made us it for ae you could see ts bars to t of t t in. trees to t park e of t. I ree in my life, but be? If I mig to a freedom.
If Mrs Sucksby didnt e first.
But till supposed, too, t I sie. I meant to s taken back to to sit, until tea-time, in a great grey room t smelt of leaking gas, t t—still tcill sing—and said not tty—did: I washed my face
and ta my eful tartan goidy -go to tea and gave me a basin of it, I took it, but did not drink it. I tipped it on t no-oeamed for a sed, t my foot on tipped it. I looked up, and saty g.
Made a mess, she said loudly. She had a voice like a mans. Bad girl.
Bad girl? said Nurse Ba, turning round. I knoo your bed. Quick! quick! all of you. God bless me, w a life!
So be quiet, o lie still. If , t first nigurned and trembled. Stop moving!
S up, reading, and t of er doo a ligill burning, so sirred in t; and t straigo sleep and started sn. han ever.
Sook o bed about her neck.
I lay e glove in my fist, and no tip of one of its fio my mout ; and I bit and bit.
But I slept, at last; and ors came ba th Nurse Spiller, I was ready.
Mrs Rivers, ie, after ty a minute looking over Mrs Prid Miss ilson.
I am perfectly clear in my head, I said.
ch. Splendid!
Dr Cie, I beg you—!
I dipped my old ory, all ain— Maud Rivers, but in errible trick; Briar as Maud Lillys servant, so I migero be mad. aken une, all for themselves.
t you! You dont believe me? Bring anyone from Briar! Bring t c t to them, my own!
are you calling it, norinder?
Susan— No! I said. Not in t book. It is Susan Smithere.
Susan Smith, again!
Only in t it. you see?
But no o look grim. I you say too muced. e ot . e must all times. these fancies of yours—
Fancies? God s t truth!
Fancies, Mrs Rivers. If you migerrible plots? Laugolen fortunes and girls made out to be mad? tuff of lurid fi! e a ie. You o overindulge yourself in literature; and have inflamed yans of fancy.
Inflamed? I said. Over-indulge? Literature?
You oo much.
I looked at speak.
God last, as urned aing—give me a pencil, and Ill put you
dos as muco put, t me dory it for a year!
o o t o keep me from folloer. o tors backs! Dont pull from me! I so be put ba tie?
But Dr Cie ur t me in a ne of way, Dr Graves. ly,
It ent of to startle of it. do you say? Yes, give me a page from your note-book. Nurse Spiller, let Mrs Rivers go. Mrs Rivers— o me and gave me ttle piece of paper t Dr Graves orn from o and broug a pencil, and made to give me t.
atc. Shis one!
Very good, I see I do not think she means us any harm. Do you, Mrs Rivers?
No, sir, I said. I took t trembled. ched me.
You may better t, I think, he said.
I moved it in my fingers, and it fell. I picked it up. atake anot me.
I am not used to holding pencils, I said.
Dr odded. I te me a line upon this paper.
I t, I said.
Of course you . Sit ly on t t is to e, is it not? You kno is. Noe me your name. You do t, at least. You old us so. Go on.
I ated, te it. tore behe lead. Dr
Cie cook t from me and s traves. they frowned.
You ten Susan, said Dr Cie. ?
It is my name.
You ten badly. Did you do so on purpose? e me out a line, as I requested first.
I t. I t!
Yes, you . rite a single e me te: speckle.
I shook my head.
e, e, difficult. And you ker of it, already.
Again, I ated. And tcilted to see me do it—I e an S. t tters. t on and on, and gree.
You still press ie said.
Do I?
You knoters are muddled, and very ill-formed. letter is t is one of your oo uand t your uncle—a st?
. I quivered rigies gaze and said, as steadily as I could:
I an uo my name. You mean old Mr Lilly. I dare say es ly enoug you see, I aint her.
apped at his .
For you, rinder.
I quivered again. Sir, I am!
. I t, ts it! and almost surraves and shook his head.
Quite plete, it? I dont believe I ever saending even to tor faculties. Its t study on this,
until our course of treatment is decided. Mrs Rivers, my pencil if you please. Ladies, good-day.
urned, a us. Dr Graves and Nurse Spiller turn t as if sruck me or knocked me d. Sut—but too used to tears in t o see a ting at dinner, o tut turned into a yas, so me or to all of us. orments, ard on. orments, ty, be a good girl to your poor old nurse. Fetc my oi, will you?
Sill of tty took it to t out a jar of grease. te and ty sat, took a , and began to into Nurse Bas sh.
t finds tty chuckled.
I turned my o my pilloty a demon at cil I could o more.
And t beside my bed, and tle.
e, my dear. You must not give in to tears.
It out o me. I sa, and flinched.
A it. I am not quite in my rigo t, a ches. hush!
Saken a I s soft; and tness of it, and t s piece of ki aain. Nurse Ba looked over. Ive got my eye on you, so me. Dont t. ttled ba ty still o her fingers.
I said quietly,
You mustnt t home.
I am sure you do not, answered Miss ilson.
Im only shey say I am mad.
You must keep your spirit. t so nor is it perfectly kind. t breatall. t t pap!—I so see it served to a gardeners boy.
her voice had risen. Nurse Ba looked ain, and curled her lip.
I so see you blusom! she said.
Miss ilson worked h and looked embarrassed.
A reference, so me, to my pallor. ill you believe me if I tell you, tan ter ed to c, !
S so mad, my quite sank.
tering hand had fallen.
I believe—let me see—tle of the passing seasons ... I should say, many years.
ty, said Nurse Ba, still listening. For you e an old ?— een years, tumn.—Aty, there! Good girl.
S out h, and her eyes closed. I
t in y years!—and t must have shown on my face, for Miss ilson said,
You must not tay so long as t. Mrs Pries, every year; but of . It men ers. ongue— You uand.
t me ends to be my husband.
t is is t of all.
I touc, t —so me.
You believe it, I said. I looked at Nurse Ba; but she had heard me and opened her eyes.
Dont make anyt, sable voice. Miss ilson believes all sorts of nonsense. Only ask creatures live in the moon.
Curse you! said Miss ilson. I told you t as a fidence!— You may see, Mrs Rivers, o diminisanding.—Does my broto abuse me? thieves! Devils!
Nurse Baade a so fists; and Miss ilsain. I said, after a moment,
You may t you like about t you? But ie s out, in time.
I you kno is your sign you out.
I stared at Nurse Ba. Is t true? I asked. Nurse Baodded. I began to ser never, never will!
Miss ilson s perhaps he
ill visit, and take a c? t let us see our vis-tors, you kno is the law.
I wiped my face. e, I said. , if he did, I would kill him!
S of fear. You must not say suc be good. Dont you kno taking you, of binding you— t ter—
ater, murmured Mrs Price, in a shuddering way.
ts enoug—s me—stop stirring up the ladies.
And again, s.
So t. Betty e or t t back to out a murmur or a moan from be door t ed s of Mr Ibbss sister. I t of all my . I began, again, to s. I felt suddenly I t feel, o my feet and o ther, and back.
If only t see out. And t the Bh!
ill you sit down? said Nurse Ba.
t t get up from o ans. It ed until togetole baiss ilson. Desperation o make me sly.
Listen to me, I said quietly. I must get out of kno? Ill pay you fork, I swear.
S me, and tone, I suppose t I up to speak in whispers?
Nurse Ba looked round and stared.
You, Maud, s are you doing now?
ty, in her gruff voice.
! Get back to your bed and leave Miss ilson alone. t I turn my back a minute you start up trying to tamper he ladies?
I supposed srying to escape. I bay bed. Sood at to y I me, before.
I ill too ignorant to knoy look meant. God o find out, soon enough.
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es like old me my ed only until Dr Cie rus to th and leaned and said,
Dr Cie, sir! urned and came towards me.
Mrs Rivers. ook my t, not smiling. how are you?
Sir, I said. Sir, I—
Pulse ratly, traves. Dr Graves made a note of it. urned bae. You your face, I am sorry to see.
Nurse Spiller spoke before I could.
Cast o tie, s
Aion in w?
Slept? No, I—
Dear, dear. e ot . I s. You s slumber.
o Nurse Ba. She nodded back.
Dr Cie, I said, more loudly.
Pulse quiing, now, he murmured.
I pulled my en to me? You me ake.
Is t so? o my mouteetrid, tell us, if tart troubling you.
tm not staying here, I said.
Not staying, Mrs Rivers?
Mrs Rivers? Fods sake, ood and saw o me, and heard me speak. I—
So I did, old me resss be kept quiet and free from imes it is easier—is it not?—to ask for assistan beand you, Mrs Rivers, very well.
I am not Maud Rivers!
smiled.
You are not ready to admit t you are Maud Rivers. is quite a different to admit to it, our hen—
You s keep me ! You keep me, whose swindling villains—
he folded his arms. hich swindling villains, Mrs Rivers?
I am not Maud Rivers! My name is Susan—
Yes?
But time, I faltered.
Susan Smith, I said finally.
Susan Smit, Dr Graves? Of reet, Mayfair?
I did not answer.
e, e, on. t is all your fancy, is it not?
It lemans fancy, I said, t devil—!
leman, Mrs Rivers?
Richard Rivers, I answered.
Your husband.
her husband.
Ah.
ell you! I sa t did it. You may bring Mrs Cream!
Mrs Cream, t lengtold us, very sadly, of temper t stole upon you, in her house.
She eaking of Maud.
Of course.
S me. Y s iles, t Briar. Bring old Mr Lilly!
you t be supposed to kno. o o make ?
Oing my ogetly.) S, to trick you! S an actress!
An actress? Your maid?
Maud Lilly! Dont you me ed and tricked me—think me her, and her me!
smiled. then he said, slowly and very easily:
But, my dear Mrs Rivers, rouble of doing t?
I opened my mout. For, ill supposed t if I only told rut. But trutted to steal a ladys fortu I a servant, ired, and so bruised from my nig up a clever story. No t all. Nurse Ba rubbed ie still ch a hum expression on his face.
Mrs Rivers? he said.
I dont kno last.
Ah.
raves, and to move off.
ait! ait! I cried.
Nurse Spiller came fors enouging tors time.
I did not look at cie turn from me, and say, t girl, , I dont care if t me in a prison for it! Better a prison, han a madhouse! I said,
Dr Cie, sir! Dr Graves! Listen to me!
ts enoug you knoors are? Dont you t better to do t back!
I epped after Dr Cie and was reac.
Please, sir, I said. Listen to me. I been perfectly straig Susan Smiter all.
o surned a little to me.
Mrs Rivers, he began.
Susan trinder, sir. Sue trinder, of— I to say, Lant Street; t of course I must not say it, for fear it so Mr Ibbss shop. I closed my eyes and
s . Dr Cie drew himself from my hand.
You must not touc, erner.
I clutc again. Only , I beg you! Only let me tell you of terrible plot I o be part of, by Ric devil! you, sir! all of us! olen a fortuhousand pounds!
I let go of . My voice o t it trut to be deluded. I sie got out le, just like before. tes and Mr ty bellowed.
t me ba t me s, ea.
out, youll be sorry! I said, as t a mothe land!
Nurse Spiller nodded. Is ss yours, and all our othen; and she laughed.
I tea—ed bitter—must in it. I slept t migo stupid. I let take me, stumbling, back to tie made our, and .
You are calmer today, Mrs Rivers, and from sleeping, it ick my tongue from my gums, to answer,
I aint Mrs Rivers!
And .
My ried to to our rooms in the
m, and to sit and be silent—or to read, if books t put up on a stool, looking over ttle magazine—no red fingers, to turn a page; and nohen chug.
And t t yaook us doairs for our dinners. Anoto hey said. No dawdling.
e my back.
Dont be frig turn your be frightened, she said, of your soup.
ter, to be nearer Nurse Ba.
So t our line cy or so ladies kept in t o me noer my spell in t and s of fas t some to t teeteetaken from ts and bruises, and ots or muffs—t saying t all mad, in to me, just t t er all, as t maniacs. tty, ons. One liked to s bad s. t and turheir laps, and mumbled, and sighed.
I sat amo was soup, as Miss ilson me, nodding her
; but I catc catcupid, before; no of fever ing, and tc t. But t kno of tools I suppose I mig I any kind of tool—not so muake one e our soup in, and so soft, t hem.
Dinner lasted en—Mr Bates and Mr ood at tables. ced up my hand and said,
Please, sir, wors? Sir? May I see Dr Cie, sir?
Dr Cie is busy, . he walked on.
A lady said, You s see tors no you know?
Sher.
.
From London, I said, still looking after think I e from somewhere else.
From London! s, too: London! A!
And t beginning. t is very ?
I said, Out?
ho are your people?
? tout man urned and oed my . ill you tell me, I said to ie? Sir? Please, sir?
Be quiet! .
t be familiar, son.
? I said. No.
I srees are all in leaf.
I dont kno knohem.
ho are your people?
tout man urned and folded no it droop.
My people are thieves, I said miserably.
Ohe ladies made faces. Queer girl. . .
the woman beside me, however, beed me close.
Your prone? soo. But see sring, around , aones. al, sy. Sucked toucers aken t. t his, however! Oh, no!
I spoke to no-one, after t. ook us to a garden and made us it for ae you could see ts bars to t of t t in. trees to t park e of t. I ree in my life, but be? If I mig to a freedom.
If Mrs Sucksby didnt e first.
But till supposed, too, t I sie. I meant to s taken back to to sit, until tea-time, in a great grey room t smelt of leaking gas, t t—still tcill sing—and said not tty—did: I washed my face
and ta my eful tartan goidy -go to tea and gave me a basin of it, I took it, but did not drink it. I tipped it on t no-oeamed for a sed, t my foot on tipped it. I looked up, and saty g.
Made a mess, she said loudly. She had a voice like a mans. Bad girl.
Bad girl? said Nurse Ba, turning round. I knoo your bed. Quick! quick! all of you. God bless me, w a life!
So be quiet, o lie still. If , t first nigurned and trembled. Stop moving!
S up, reading, and t of er doo a ligill burning, so sirred in t; and t straigo sleep and started sn. han ever.
Sook o bed about her neck.
I lay e glove in my fist, and no tip of one of its fio my mout ; and I bit and bit.
But I slept, at last; and ors came ba th Nurse Spiller, I was ready.
Mrs Rivers, ie, after ty a minute looking over Mrs Prid Miss ilson.
I am perfectly clear in my head, I said.
ch. Splendid!
Dr Cie, I beg you—!
I dipped my old ory, all ain— Maud Rivers, but in errible trick; Briar as Maud Lillys servant, so I migero be mad. aken une, all for themselves.
t you! You dont believe me? Bring anyone from Briar! Bring t c t to them, my own!
are you calling it, norinder?
Susan— No! I said. Not in t book. It is Susan Smithere.
Susan Smith, again!
Only in t it. you see?
But no o look grim. I you say too muced. e ot . e must all times. these fancies of yours—
Fancies? God s t truth!
Fancies, Mrs Rivers. If you migerrible plots? Laugolen fortunes and girls made out to be mad? tuff of lurid fi! e a ie. You o overindulge yourself in literature; and have inflamed yans of fancy.
Inflamed? I said. Over-indulge? Literature?
You oo much.
I looked at speak.
God last, as urned aing—give me a pencil, and Ill put you
dos as muco put, t me dory it for a year!
o o t o keep me from folloer. o tors backs! Dont pull from me! I so be put ba tie?
But Dr Cie ur t me in a ne of way, Dr Graves. ly,
It ent of to startle of it. do you say? Yes, give me a page from your note-book. Nurse Spiller, let Mrs Rivers go. Mrs Rivers— o me and gave me ttle piece of paper t Dr Graves orn from o and broug a pencil, and made to give me t.
atc. Shis one!
Very good, I see I do not think she means us any harm. Do you, Mrs Rivers?
No, sir, I said. I took t trembled. ched me.
You may better t, I think, he said.
I moved it in my fingers, and it fell. I picked it up. atake anot me.
I am not used to holding pencils, I said.
Dr odded. I te me a line upon this paper.
I t, I said.
Of course you . Sit ly on t t is to e, is it not? You kno is. Noe me your name. You do t, at least. You old us so. Go on.
I ated, te it. tore behe lead. Dr
Cie cook t from me and s traves. they frowned.
You ten Susan, said Dr Cie. ?
It is my name.
You ten badly. Did you do so on purpose? e me out a line, as I requested first.
I t. I t!
Yes, you . rite a single e me te: speckle.
I shook my head.
e, e, difficult. And you ker of it, already.
Again, I ated. And tcilted to see me do it—I e an S. t tters. t on and on, and gree.
You still press ie said.
Do I?
You knoters are muddled, and very ill-formed. letter is t is one of your oo uand t your uncle—a st?
. I quivered rigies gaze and said, as steadily as I could:
I an uo my name. You mean old Mr Lilly. I dare say es ly enoug you see, I aint her.
apped at his .
For you, rinder.
I quivered again. Sir, I am!
. I t, ts it! and almost surraves and shook his head.
Quite plete, it? I dont believe I ever saending even to tor faculties. Its t study on this,
until our course of treatment is decided. Mrs Rivers, my pencil if you please. Ladies, good-day.
urned, a us. Dr Graves and Nurse Spiller turn t as if sruck me or knocked me d. Sut—but too used to tears in t o see a ting at dinner, o tut turned into a yas, so me or to all of us. orments, ard on. orments, ty, be a good girl to your poor old nurse. Fetc my oi, will you?
Sill of tty took it to t out a jar of grease. te and ty sat, took a , and began to into Nurse Bas sh.
t finds tty chuckled.
I turned my o my pilloty a demon at cil I could o more.
And t beside my bed, and tle.
e, my dear. You must not give in to tears.
It out o me. I sa, and flinched.
A it. I am not quite in my rigo t, a ches. hush!
Saken a I s soft; and tness of it, and t s piece of ki aain. Nurse Ba looked over. Ive got my eye on you, so me. Dont t. ttled ba ty still o her fingers.
I said quietly,
You mustnt t home.
I am sure you do not, answered Miss ilson.
Im only shey say I am mad.
You must keep your spirit. t so nor is it perfectly kind. t breatall. t t pap!—I so see it served to a gardeners boy.
her voice had risen. Nurse Ba looked ain, and curled her lip.
I so see you blusom! she said.
Miss ilson worked h and looked embarrassed.
A reference, so me, to my pallor. ill you believe me if I tell you, tan ter ed to c, !
S so mad, my quite sank.
tering hand had fallen.
I believe—let me see—tle of the passing seasons ... I should say, many years.
ty, said Nurse Ba, still listening. For you e an old ?— een years, tumn.—Aty, there! Good girl.
S out h, and her eyes closed. I
t in y years!—and t must have shown on my face, for Miss ilson said,
You must not tay so long as t. Mrs Pries, every year; but of . It men ers. ongue— You uand.
t me ends to be my husband.
t is is t of all.
I touc, t —so me.
You believe it, I said. I looked at Nurse Ba; but she had heard me and opened her eyes.
Dont make anyt, sable voice. Miss ilson believes all sorts of nonsense. Only ask creatures live in the moon.
Curse you! said Miss ilson. I told you t as a fidence!— You may see, Mrs Rivers, o diminisanding.—Does my broto abuse me? thieves! Devils!
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You may t you like about t you? But ie s out, in time.
I you kno is your sign you out.
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ill visit, and take a c? t let us see our vis-tors, you kno is the law.
I wiped my face. e, I said. , if he did, I would kill him!
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ater, murmured Mrs Price, in a shuddering way.
ts enoug—s me—stop stirring up the ladies.
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ill you sit down? said Nurse Ba.
t t get up from o ans. It ed until togetole baiss ilson. Desperation o make me sly.
Listen to me, I said quietly. I must get out of kno? Ill pay you fork, I swear.
S me, and tone, I suppose t I up to speak in whispers?
Nurse Ba looked round and stared.
You, Maud, s are you doing now?
ty, in her gruff voice.
! Get back to your bed and leave Miss ilson alone. t I turn my back a minute you start up trying to tamper he ladies?
I supposed srying to escape. I bay bed. Sood at to y I me, before.
I ill too ignorant to knoy look meant. God o find out, soon enough.
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