ter I got t , t Briar and long, it mig time.
It all ts of to get used to ts, and for to get used to me. For a care for me. I o tco ? All rig really a joke and no-one laug it.) And C look at me as if oo afraid to speak; and Mrs Cakebread y kind of way, Ohank you.
I supposed to , reminding them
of all t quiet and out-of-t a look at. tiles took me aside. S mind, Miss Smittle say place— Sarted everyto me .—I t say Briar o keep very mindful of tings of t;
It turned out t Mrs Cakebread ed, by my saying good-m to tc to I meant to tease all. It trifling sort of nonsense, and enougo make a cat laug it o t o you, if all you o look foro for t forty years rays and baking pastry. Any, if I o get anyceps. I gave C of ce, t I en; I gave Margaret a piece of sted soap; and to Mrs Cakebread I gave a pair of togs t Gentleman for me from the crooked warehouse.
I said I Cairs in to me after t.
ts like a servant. A servant says, All for my master, and means, All for myself. Its t t I t bear. At Briar, t all over sneaking little matters t o t from Mr Lillys gravy to sell on t to tc Mrs Cakebread did. Or, pulling ttons from Mauds c; did. I , after tc er after all. Mr ay, no, in a place like o Mr Lillys cellar, on a . You never saw such a
s key ! And tiless pantry, sray—and Id see no-one ipping ttom of all to one great cup, and lus away.
I sa—but, of course, I kept it all to myself. I to make trouble. It o me, if o deat of my time, any used to oo. S; but t enoug didnt me to indulge t le to take a kind of pleasure in tidying of o dressing infants. I greo dressing her.
Lift your arms, miss, Id say. Lift your foot. Step here. Now, here.
times s say. I turning of all my limbs.
I did, in time. I kne sed. I kne sending up eggs, I and told o send soup instead.
Clear soup, I said. Clear as you make it. All rigiles, s like it. Mrs Stiles dont o eat it, I ansiles aint Miss Mauds maid. I am.
So te it all up. . S down splashed.
Its only er, I said, seeing you. S anote ealing gla less. Finally she said:
I ter tle fat in it..."
t o go into her a fresh pair of
aloves myself, to sit and c. Let me do it, I said, undoing tton at ; and t first s let me toucime—since I said I le— so let me. t ly , and gre of oo smooto be rig t . I of my lap and tand and black. Suro asimes Id stand and look h
her.
For t to notice, at Briar, t t cead, t: to to see ed or dropped. In tumn, it floods, Maud said, and all t care for t. And some nige mist es creeping from ter, almost to t gave bes stle t is freezing already. Do you see struggles? It s to flo till it. Do you see, Sue? he rushes?
Sc of ts only er, miss.
Only er?
Broer.
She blinked.
You are cold, I said to t too long. I put mine. I did it, not tayed stiff. But t day—or perhe day
after t—sook my arm again, and so stiff; and after t, I suppose urally ... I dont k I it and tried to look back. But by t time ime her.
S a girl, after all; for all t t a girl t idying one of . S t s, but t B. e played for matc first; ttle ters, made of mot moons; and after t, and cool on till doly, making tcer a , too.
alked. So alk of London. Is it truly se? sres? And hey call, fashion-houses?
Aing-houses. And every kind of shop. And parks, miss.
Parks, like my uncles?
A little like, Id say. But filled h people, of course.—Are you low, miss, h?
I am doe filled, would you say?
I am o your two.
e filled, you say, h people?
Of course. But dark. ill you cut?
Dark? Are you sure? I t London o be brig lamps fired—I believe—h gas?
Great lamps, like diamonds! I said. In tres and t—
Dance, Sue?
Dance, miss. to dance, of course?
I— Saug. Do you t be a lady, in London— t is, so go t be a lady in London, a not dance?
S, I suppose. S you like to learn, ter.
Could I? Sful, t sure . . .
I guessed ing in London, who could.
I c for a minute or tting up. It is easy, look—
And I seps, to a couple of dary tood in my arms like . on turkey carpet. So t t back; and t it sear. tleman, remember. Of course, it er, —
tumbled again, and and fell into separate c o c stuck out like a little Dutce.
S my eye, and smiled; till looked frightened.
I s I, Sue?
You s t moment, I believed it. I made ero I remembered t, of course, she never would.
For, te—t so !—per rat knoe of a person in a story or a play. and s-up, it made t over a pigs o t I lemans stolen fortu made t not first I o myself, leman es Ill do ts . But Id say it, t t I muc t I suppose t toget a time; and it o be kind to too and feel cruel.
Of course, it for o talk; but more often so be silent, and t nigurning, turning of s—feel leman, old ser my old aunty, t o be , for made me home-sick.
And t t Maud ion. I only t t later, t time, I sater?
Songue. I oot t cuts me.
Let me see, I said.
I took o tood h her fa my hands
a me feel about ed toot at
once.
ell, t is sharper— 1 began.
ts tooth, Sue? she said.
to say, miss, I ans to out a to matche flying scissors.
Maud stroked ten by a snake, Sue? she asked me.
could you say? o t. Per ry living. I said I didnt. S me, t t ted tootil t aken off. I many times, s.—Of course, infants rat. Maud stood very still, ed, back, first closed t me, . lifted and sank, as s, from t tered, and s my eye.
And, as sepped a ter on a tray. For Miss Maud, ssey. I looked at t o it must be Gentlemans. My gave a dip. So did Mauds, I think.
Bring it ill red rembling.
I c to, as I moved about aking up books and custing aurn tter and fumble —of course, s tear t me, and till trembling,
but making a s to say it o s it toned one glove and put o tter from t in .
t out sig t from it.
Good ne? I said; si I ougo.
Sated. t is from Mr Rivers, in London; and o Briar, tomorrow!
tayed on ; and in ternoon, se even play at cards, but paced about times stood before toue, all.
I got t any of Gentleman, laying out t Street kitcold us all . t of Dainty. o tell fortunes from a pack of cards. I , many times.
I looked at Maud, standing dreaming at the mirror. I said,
So knoure, miss? Did you kno you read it, from he cards fall?
t made urn from looking at o look at mine. Ser a moment,
I t it .
ell, but dont tell Margaret or Mrs Stiles, I said. My grandmother, you know, sy-princess.
And after all, my granny mig. I put togeto ated, t beside me, spreading skirt flat, saying, must I do?
I said s sit e, and ts t ; ake t out t seven
of t I t I remembered Daintys mot mig down seven.
I looked to knoune?
Sening me!
I said again, Do you really to kno? teac obey. It is very bad luck to ask to so be bound by tune you find here?
I do, sly.
Good, I said. us see t part of it. t.
I turned over t ts, folloting ig, I hen.
I studied ting, and trife.
Sared, t o . Go on, she said. her face ale now.
Let us look, I said, at t t.
I turh a flourish.
tern old gentleman. the Cavalier of Spades—
I took my time. Sowards me.
s he Cavalier?
I said ; and s me in suis of sorry. S tur cards.
I said, Miss, I must. Or all your luck will leave you. Look ure.
I tur. the Six of Spades.
A journey! I said. Perrip ..."
S ans gazing at turned up. t one, s. S first.
Queen of Diamonds, sh a sudden frown. hos she?
I did not knoo turn up t after all, must he deck.
t last. Great hink.
Great t and took t and rose. I dont believe, s yrandmotoo fair in t believe it. And I dont like your fortuelling. Its a game for servants.
Sepped aood again before t surn and say somet. But as s, s , and he pips.
t card, after t, in t followed.
t afternoon, t of t nigful. S into bed, but a little cup of er; and as I stood undressing I satle and slip t into t time I sa. It made day, trand of o the bed.
Bruso me, as sood for me to dress se my c, Sue. S my fio her face, and pressed
t mind if you bruise it. Id rate one!
troubled me to alk of bruises. I said,
Stand still, or I s be able to dress you at all.—ts better. Now, which gown will you have?
the grey?
too soft on ts say, the blue . . .
t out tood before ted it tig. t me. S my brouff dress. She said,
Your dress is rat it? I t to c.
I said, C? this is all I have.
All you already. o wearing for Lady Alice, wo you?
I felt—and I t in feeling it—t Gentleman me do o Briar the one good gown. I said,
ell, t is, miss, Lady Alice s my frocks back, to take to India for here.
Maud blinked her dark eyes and looked sorry. She said,
Is t reat their maids, in London?
Only the near ones, miss, I answered.
to be near for, and so spend your ms in. And per, for you to co wor?
She door of her press. She said,
No I never s long, I see. My uncle does not care to see me in a long skirt, s un mind, of course, about
you. You need only let dotle , of course?
ell, I ainly used to taking stitd I could seraigo. I said, t , . It looked like it ailors. Sudied me, and then said,
Ory it, Susan, do! Look, I so undress me. See, I do it, quite as ress!
Stle nervously, all time s last. e migers!
Sugged my old bro tand before to tig he figure of a lady.
Of course, ers, bots. My dress shen, I should have fallen down and died.
But to see me; and n . I stood, plug at t, o my bosom, tilting o see looked. the parlour door.
t, se pink. So t!
Margaret came and made a curtsey, looking straig me. She said,
I e for your tray, mi— O you, tress, Im sure!
Sanding in tain—looked girlisting er, and her dark eyes shone.
Suppose, s o do did, and mistake you for me? hen?
Again s the glass, and smiled.
For it it, to be taken for a lady?
Its ed.
And anyo get tarting early. I kept t to turning tting out t about to do myself an injury, for teen-inc.
No s. But , serrible books!
S weeping, and wringing her hands.
I took t aing for not be dressed in a sack. S een tleman her.
It ao see I kneending I kne migctle glass, to look at your fa?—and so keep my blood warm. And, A glass, Sue? hy should I need a glass?
I t you your ohan was usual.
My oed in doing t?
I t say, miss, Im sure.
I kne Marlo four oclock, and t illiam Io meet it, as for me. At t at t I said nottle padded seat beside ttling panes and mouldy sand-bags, it pla t s t ing at itctle gla to the house.
I t, if t love, te of them.
At last s o and gave a stifled sort of cry. S ing, on illiam Irap. t made up and e aand at toget be Mr Rivers, miss? and se as t? ell, I suppose it is. how pleased my uncle will be!
. So bid Mr Rivers nohe grey?
But Mr Lilly did not send for it o pass on t Mr Rivers was arrived.
And is Mr Rivers made fortable, in his old room? said Maud.
Yes, miss.
And Mr Rivers ired, I suppose, after his journey?
Mr Rivers sent to say t olerable tired, and looked foro seeing Miss Lilly supper. turbing Miss Lilly before then.
I see, s. t o tell Mr Rivers t s t any sort of disturbao be visited by he supper-hour came . . .
S on like te and a t off. Ser of an leman h her.
epped into t look at me at first. his eyes were all for Maud. he said,
Miss Lilly, you are kind to receive me ravel-stained and tumbled as I am. t is like you!
le. As for tains— a mark upon o . idy; little ring on finger, but apart from t his hands were bare and very .
to be—a leman. uro me at last, I found myself making sey and shy.
And , co I sepped toook my o me. Briar, Sue. I ress.
I said, I oo, sir.
She is a very good girl, said Maud. She is a very good girl, indeed.
S in a nervous, grateful kind of to a stranger, feeling pusion, about y.
Gentleman pressed my it fall. be good—I s be good, Miss Lilly—h you as her example.
rose again. You are too kind, she said.
at leman could but be, o be kind to,
No last s hen she laughed.
And I t t time, t . S—I kne, seeing and beside h her eyes on his.
Pigeons and geese. t clock sounded, and tarted and looked aleman said oo long. I s supper, I h your uncle?
itly.
to t out of it o remember me, and tomime, of patting at s, looking for s. o take it.
ed my . It Maud s overhear.
I said, Osey, and o do toget reend you try it: for I fear tsey; and Im certaihe wink.
I dont tleman noticed, isfied us. Maud looked o me, t silently to knoil ser, to own for dinner.
I sat and tossed t, bad s will gleam as well as good.
But I t it in a distented sort of know why.
t nigayed an er supper, reading to o Gentleman in t seen t s iles o remark on it as ook our meals. I still passed my evenings in tciless pantry; and pretty dull evenings t, . I doo find Margaret piece of roasting . , plumping up e diso cook for.
Sogs for tra ruffles. d made ting straig ool beside to one of Gentlemans boots.
o tiles? Mr Rivers says t, in London, you may see eleps. s in pens in ts back.
ell, bless my soul! said Mrs Stiles.
Sened a brooc t was a m brooc.
Eleps! I t. I could see t Gentleman o a coop of roosting ttering. tter-bred treating of a servant. t a fi a clever young person like tood up and told trut ts; t Mr Rivers o marry Maud and steal ood and told t, t. t I was mad.
tleman, over someone like me.
And of course, I about to tell t my ts to myself; and later, over pudding in ry, Mrs Stiles sat, fingering . Mr ay took o to serve up t of all of us, not glad t Gentleman had e.
At least, I supposed I old myself, but just dont kno. Youll feel it, o meet, in a day or t anotwo weeks, however, before we did. For of course, I had no
reason for Maud, into ts of t in, and o mine. Besides, t Briar e like some great mec c. ter t moving on our o room, on our set courses, until to our beds at nig as into t .—Sometimes, t I could almost turning. I greo stop.
ts ry does to you.
leman came, ticks, t all on, smoot order. Maud did not go to o read to ook notes. S to and se cards, or o to trees and the graves.
As fentleman: seven, and took in eigures. Mr Lilly directed ures as ted up a little room fentleman to ures ty precious. I never saleman carried keys about o t room or in it.
til one oclock, took took ours aloe in silence. S at all, but only sit ing. t a quarter to ts, papers and cards, a riangle—and s tly, in an order t let me help. If a brush fell and
I caug, sake everyts, triangle—a out all ain.
I learned not to touco , as truck t a mier t tleman, to teach her her days lesson.
At first, t to t an apple, a pear and a er-jug upon a table, and stood and nodded o paint t as -brus Gentleman his head or screw up his eye and say,
I declare, Miss Lilly, you are acquiring quite a method. Or,
an improvement, on your sketth!
Do you t ttle lean? ougo practise my perspective?
tive is, pertle at fault, you , Miss Lilly, o stand before you! I am afraid of urn t eye upon me.
, in a voice t art off strong and t, and breatating; and soo o a fire. Sry t again. time t like a banana. tleman t he brush a bad one.
If I migake you to London, Miss Lilly, to my oudio there!
t ists life, in a g artist friends. Maud said, Lady artist friends, too?
Of course, —t to everyoaste. See ry ttle firmer.
to urned o his and said,
ont you tell me is you t speak plainly. I am not a child, Mr Rivers!
You are not, ly, gazing into art. After all, on, my opinion is mild enoug s your—your sex, and matters of creation. t have.
S is t, Mr Rivers?
y, ly, of mine.
S still, to startle o tleman looked up too, and c made ill o me, to ed o roke.
t o ture of t, and—O ran like a tear-drop. Gentleman said s not mind it, t e enoug to table, took up t. Maud kept a little pen-k and cut to t slices. o one for s juid brougo me.
Almost ripe, I th a wink.
o e it in t left beads of cloudy jui fully; and I licked mine; and Maud, for once, let ained, and sat against it, her look a dark one.
e s. Real secrets, and soo many to t. ry noo sort out op and give it up, it makes my head spin.
At last try painting from nature. I guessed at once meant. It meant t ake to all t instru. I t, too. ill it rain today, do you think?
s of ill cold as anyt just as everyone in t to see Mr Rivers e back to it again, so noo lift and gro. topped rattling. turned pearly instead of grey. tables.
In t t leman: er a sation, sake it; I t more easily, to ty stiffly, t ttle artful o pull il it o brus from art off space bet steadily t last, t about rousers. I sa all; for I ool. Sometimes te tet me. turn, and say,
mind ter of a mile .
Mr Rivers al t. to paint, but really keeping alking in murmurs; and I o follear.
Of course, I o all. I to tleman roper.
I ccimes at en at t some fl bird t took urn, and catc by time s h.
You would swear, seeing he loved her.
You would swear, seeing she loved him.
But you could see t stering . go too fast. ouc to let o guide ed. o o coget if a little nearer s her gloves on.
At last t spot beside ting of t reading in t nig fretfully to imes took more sleeping-drops, and sometimes shivered in her sleep.
I put my , till sill again.
I er oo make for no , I kept till it sleman o udy er in t passes!, I kne. But I kneoo, t it as a pliment not to to me, w all.
I guessed little t. speak plainly, but made great play ed out our calk in private; and just as it began to look as t c did—and it was Maud, in way, w us .
For sood at t it, and said,
the lawn.
I and stood beside rolling about tte. till rather low, made his shadow very long.
Aint all? I said, gazing side Maud. S, and s ahen she said,
O te . Poor Mr Rivers!
udying tip of te, and blo it; noing o rouser pocket, searcc the window-glass.
No? c believe ruck te ty minutes ago. go to Uncle soon. No, cs ..."
S me and wrung was breaking.
I said, It kill him, miss.
But poor Mr Rivers, s take a matco ting te away. how sad he looks now!
e didnt c kept told Maud t she said,
take a dle! take anytake a coal from t you be quicker?—Dont say I sent you, mind!
you believe s?—tripping dos of stairs, ed coal in a pair of fire-tongs, just so a man mig? ell, I no. Gentleman saepping across to I carried, and laughed.
I said, All rig me do for you to ligte from. Look glad, sc make a business of it, if you .
move raised o her window.
a good girl she is, he said.
Soo good for you, t I do know.
only as a gentleman so a servant; and ly,
how do we do, Sue?
Pretty well, I answered.
You think she loves me?
I do. Oh, yes.
a silver case and lifted free a cigarette. But s told you so?
S o.
o trust you?
I t. She has nobody else.
te, t in a sigaihe cold air blue. he said, Shes ours.
epped back a little ured ed, let to tooped to it. else? old t ened, smiling, all time fumbling ongs over tc up and rising, and plag my ongs and pressing tight.
tly. ter. But you kno do? atctle jeing and turn o cas like t on, in an ordinary voice. Mr ay o t door of to see fall and scorcs . . .
I made sey, and epped out to bend tc, murmur:
ts on you, at Lant Street. Mrs Sucksby o kiss you, in her behalf.
kiss, t te into ted up e o brus back behind his ear.
From ep, I saudying quite sure o do most: laug s out. But
Gentlema . ed o tretc Maud migter from the shadows of her room.
Sood and cte, every m ifter t. Sand at to t circle of crimson in upon t I sa gro passed.
Noced for to break.
I it migake t t too good at ing, and too smoottle jump out of o be o Gentleman; and tle of o be closer to t o glide in. e o go bust.
e needed o gro I could , ttle s—suc a kileman Mr Rivers s like Mr Rivers mig t for ttle c, to open up , sook ourned cold again, t got to Marc April. By May, Mr Lillys pictures ed, aleman still s of fear t a en her off.
I greful, ing. Gentleman greful. e all gre fidgeting for a trot, and art, t
art; and ime fentleman to call on ening for ep—t. t nigiff and open-eyed, or turn and murmur in her sleep.
All, I t, for love! I . I t about , in t of all t she guessed liked her.
I t of leman liked me.
I t per to take ell o another.
t s tty rum, in lig er.
But somet. t last. t bust, and all paid off.
S him kiss her.
Not on someter.
I kno.
It day of April. too ime of year. t in a sky of grey, and everyone said thunder.
S and a cloak above : so ake a. Sting at ing of tleman o e spoiled , and t upon her face.
t to touc er in it still, and all t rank. t Gentleman said les. tig, furry buds.
I sat beside turned punt: Gentleman to ter of t of cakes. t leman looked on, smiling, and sometimes putting his hand on
hers.
Sed, and t sun loo be streaked . I slept and dreamt of Lant Street—I dreamt of Mr Ibbs at ing. t arted from t, not knoleman were nowo be seen.
tool, and terrible painting. ts. I over and picked up t it leman, after all, to aken o t me to e up, sing, I could not imagi s almost afraid for almost like a real maid, worried for ress.
And ttle hem.
t gone far—only just along t bent about t look round. t ogeto last. time, me to over t to , turned her hair, and whispered.
tood ced one of ; and then he kissed her naked palm.
And by t, I kneo rose even ops of ogs, te of high.
treacle. My go to gaze as I did. I could not look aillness of t ill bunc ed skirt—it seemed to ongue among tcly kissed her again.
I so see . I . Instead, I imagi of e fingers, m. I and in . All for t and —so slig s break. I t swallow her up, or bruise her.
I turned a t of too urned, and stole softly back to er a mie after t I s, and tleman ttoned up and . hen he saw me he gave me a look. he said,
Sue! e didnt like to t is all gone, and ress?
I said notoo, , and looked no . I put ook ting and ts, tool and t, and folloe in to the
door to us. As to fall, i, dark, staining drops.
Just in time! said Gentleman softly, gazing at Maud aing her draw her hand from him.
It ill, for I sao roke her fingers over her palm.
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